My Chaotic Realm

That was this morning's tune... and fitting... Bear in mind our office is SUPPOSED to have 4 people in it in order to be classified "fully staffed"...we have only had 2 since Dec 6th 2007. The other "veteran" employee made it thru winter (in propane SEASON, I remind you) scarred but alive and exhausted. On Jan 21st Northern Lights started...and Revlon started Feb 6th...FINALLY, FULLY STAFFED!! Except Winter is not over and the "VE" quit yesterday. So here I am, 2 new people to train, the 2 bosses are out for funeral arrangements and I am backlogged. I am unhappy. I put in 60 hours last week trying to get things caught up only to be back in the muck again. Frustrated. My body is desperately trying to be ill & I wont let it...I do not have TIME to be sick at this point. I also got several of the jobs from Boss2 because Boss2 is taking on the stuff VE was doing. Almost called in sick this morning but I know the office is in a bind right now so I...

Lovely croning last night for one of our own. Also served as a birthday party & a farewell party. I'd say bittersweet but it was just sweet... the wheel will continue its path and so will the guest of honor... and all will come back around. Speaking of birthdays, we are playing host for some friends that want to have a bday dinner for another one of our friends.... only they are S I C K... majorly so :-( So now Spirit will be cooking the dinner as well as cake... so good about those things... did not even skip a beat. Just said "Well, we needed to stop by the store anyways, we'll just pick up a few more things." Today is Book Goddesses 1-3pm then the above dinner @ 5pm... and since it is now 10am, we have to head out in 2 hours... babies to feed, some cards to make, some decos to play in & pass on... amazing how much stuff does NOT get done when you work a 60 hour week... sigh...

Well, as you know, the song of the day continues... not that the text itself fits, but a few lyrics here and there are fitting, considering my work environment. Speaking of work-- NorthernLights is still there ... going on 4 weeks now? And Revlon started today.... Which is why I thought the song was really funny. Must have been thinking about that going to bed, if that is the line I woke up with... sigh... another 12 hours at work today putting in all the data that was eaten by the virus (?) that killed all data entried from Jan 15-31st. Spent Monday (10.5 hours) sorting thru what had to be found. Tuesday was rebilling all the entries for AR (11.5 hours). Today was reposting all the deposits (12 hours). And now, bed, because I had ot type that line 4 times. YAWN

well, that was yesterday's song...wrote this morning's down as I was doing my morning meditation but, unfortunately, it is at home and I am not...sigh.... free night so will be starting on everyone's taxes. Somehwo that was designated my task? Which is okay... just tedious...I have turned over the calendar for February 2008... WHEEEEE!! 29 days in the month, Leap Year, ya know... and- to date - I only have 11 days left that I do NOT have something to plan or do or have somewhere to be... I love this life!

Seether is from Sunday, Brown Sugar was this morning's song. can only link one, already linked Seether, I think... here it is again http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/seether/broken.html . Great weekend!! Lots of things to pack into a week, but we manage. More later!

This post is dedicated to Sheba... the gallant animal companion to Tribus. We've held Sheba many times in our Circles and now it is almost time to hold her in another Realm... Many blessings on your trip across the Rainbow Bridge. You will be lovingly remembered for all the love and joy your bring to others. Go in Grace.

Well, I guess the title of my last post said it all... DREAMER that I would actually get some freakin' help @ work..sheesh.... today is catching up on some art swaps.... tomorrow is sabbat, weds we are having some friends over for dinner, thursday is a planning meeting for the ongoing 2nd thursdays workshops, fri is possible dinner w/shaman... saturday is art day, sunday is our last Deep...sheesh whatta week! gotta love this life, even if I can't get any help at work...sigh...