working for....what, exactly?
yesterday was just frustrating all the way around... so much to do and so little time left over after working in the "real world" ... so drove home, stopped for petrol, looked at my (negative) bank balance afterwards... depressed and tired of always playing "catch up", ya know? So went on home, only to get voicemail from Rebel about car needing a part that costs ALMOST as much as rent payment... so then I tried to meditate on CALMness for a bit... in the midst of bathing 4 dragons and having Abigale deciding I needed her to bathe me... so we went outside and sat in our (soon to be) patio area with some incense and Bud.... things will improve....