My Chaotic Realm

I know some things that you don't I've done things that you won't There's nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home I was waiting for my hearse What came next was so much worse It took a funeral to make me feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. So, last night I downloaded 121 pics off my camera, only to accidentally delete 89 of them inadvertently. ARGH. So those precious moments now exist only in my head.. I am okay with that. Life is, after all, fleeting. Enjoy it now, then hold on to the memories, if you can. And, don't try to move pictures late at night when you SHOULD be in bed... Card is rice paper with matching cardstocks.

this is me, mowing... Karen is going over the big ass grass with the riding mower, I am going over the short grass with a push mower.. and we've already done the front yard & water trees by this point.. argh! rebel took pic thru screen, in case you are wondering about the photo quality...

So those of you that know me and my "songs"... this one was apparently on CD LOOP or something on the radio station because it was the ONLY song that played... over & over & over. After blogging this, I will be changing stations. :-) I get the point.. Is it getting better or do you feel the same Will it make it easier on you now-you got someone to blame You say... One love One life when it's one need in the night One love we get to share it but it leaves you baby if you don't care for it Did I disappoint you or leave a bad taste in your mouth You act like you never had love and you want me to go without Well it's too late tonight to drag the past out into the light We're one, but we're not the same We get to carry each other, carry each other Have you come here for forgiveness? Have you come to raise the dead? Have you come here to play Jesus to the lepers in your head? Did I ask too much? More than a lot? You gave me nothing now it's all I...

If I could walk on water, If I could tell you what’s next... Make you believe, make you forget... Today's random reading reminded me that Universal Law is impartial. It gives me anything that I believe . It throws me garbage or roses, based on the energy that I put forth. I am the one in charge and I must accept this and -at times- stand alone in doing so. I thought that tied in rather nicely with this morning's song. I can't walk in water, I wont always be right, I can't tell you what is next, and I don't have the answers for anyone except myself. And that is the only person's problems that I need to fix. Maybe forgetting is the easiest way, but it will not solve the issues that require my attention. Those require change, and that is up to me... and only me. With all of that said, the card is a dragonfly hovering over a vase of flowers. Rubber stamped vase & flowers, colored with JellyRoll pens, and a 3D word sticker & dragonfly. In many cultur...