My Chaotic Realm

sigh...well, Rebel was given a Volvo last Yule time... came in handy as car was toast... but shortly after it started pushing coolant through the engine cyclinder(s). So, long story short, they want $2300 to rebuild engine... sigh....

Well, another day in paradise, just so you know! Since I woke up with "Who Knew" playing, the title fit the intro statement. So, am going to priestess tomorrow's void of course new moon...should be fun. Playful is what I am shooting for! Especially since work has been so stressful as of late. Got a raise on Leap Day...and some days it is just not enough.

Well.... the newer newbie is out today (death in family) and we are short 3 drivers (1 had surgery, 2nd has spouse in hospital, 3rdhas flu)... and the weather forcast is inciting people to panic. OMGoddess, I tell ya... BUT the Magick 8 Ball says the March Madness WILL END with March....

Well, woke up this morning with a really odd dream... I was driving behind something hauling 3 horses in a trailer. One of the horses (not sure which, just remember the 3 were females of varying ages, including one foal) was moving about frantically, like spooked. The trailer was moving under her weight and the other 2 were trying to steady the rocking she was causing. I remember thinking"Wwow, they need to pull over before the trailer ends up falling over!" Next thing I know, the trailer has derailed, falling over and spilling out all 3 horses. Not sure what happened to vehicle hauling the trailer. The foal and one of the other mares landed close to each other, one of them was quite injured. I remember thinking I needed to go find the other one and bring it to the other 2 but I could not leave the injured horse...so I kneeled on the ground and leaned over the 2 of them, trying to sooth them. They would not quiet...so I tried "shushing" them... then I started sing...

You Are a Ghost Mysterious, independent, and often unseen - you always do things your own way. You are introverted, shy, and even a little secretive. People are dying to know you better, but you're a difficult person to know. A lot of your contributions to the world are left invisible and unfelt. Your greatest power: Blending in really well Your greatest weakness: Being too passive You play well with: Witches What Kind of Monster Are You?

The Dance - Oriah Mountain Dreamer What if it truly doesn't matter what you do but how you do whatever you do? How would this change what you choose to do with your life? What if you could be more present and openhearted with each person you met if you were working as a cashier in a corner store, or as a parking lot attendant, than you could if you were doing a job you think is more important? How would this change how you want to spend your precious time on this earth? What if your contribution to the world and the fulfillment of your own happiness is not dependent upon discovering a better method of prayer or technique of meditation, not dependent upon reading the right book or attending the right seminar, but upon really seeing and deeply appreciating yourself and the world as they are right now? How would this affect your search for spiritual development? What if there is no need to change, no need to try to transform yourself into someone who is more compassion...