2020 is coming quickly...

...and that is important because I am trying to take care of all my health issues THIS YEAR. This will be the only year (thanks to cancer) that I even get close to my out of pocket max. This month I started the process of fixing my leg (the 2010 wreck). Starting the process about the hand today...saw a PT who referred me for X-rays. Those are scheduled for next week after my cancer followup visit where I SHOULD be getting my "all clear" verdict!!.

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