My Chaotic Realm

Well, I have made it through the whirlwind that was April... ending in Beltane. Then May kicked off with it's (first of two) Full Moon. Ruth was in town signing her book & signing last night. That was great, really...wow... she has such an awesome presence. Tallied out the last few weeks... in the last 14 days we've been engaged in some form of ritual work a grand total of 9 of them, and planning for group rituals another one of those days, then attended an event for one of our own for another of those days. So 3 days were mundane...LOL... if you call finally giving my 1986 Celica a break. I figure, after 26 years and 337,000 miles, she deserves a break here & there. So say hello to my new vehicle!! Let's see...for the other 2 of those 3 days... I was sick one of them, home & directly to bed. Umm... last one? Oh, yes...went to visit my Energy friend, who is recovering from back surgery. Life is full...as it should be! So, slowing down a bit now... work...

Willendorf Goddess This is Gaia, Mother Earth in all her raw and fertile splendor. Great-breasted nurturer, great-bellied giver of life, she was dubbed the Venus of Willendorf by archeologists who discovered her near that locale in Austria. Noteworthy are her impersonal, featureless face, the dynamism of her curling hair, the profoundly regal sureness of her posture. Dated to 30,000 BCE, she is both the earliest depiction of the human form and the first known religious image of the Mother Goddess

I like Prudence Jones and Nigel Pennick's assessment of Paganism as "Nature-mysticism" and their claim that it refers to: "…Nature-venerating indigenous spiritual traditions generally, and in particular to that of Europe, which has been specifically reaffirmed by its contemporary adherents under that name. Pagan religions, in this sense, have the following characteristics in common: They are polytheistic, recognising a plurality of divine beings, which may or may not be avatars or other aspects of an underlying unity/duality/trinity etc. They view Nature as a theophany, a manifestation of divinity, not as a 'fallen' creation of the latter. They recognize the female divine principle, called the Goddess (with a capital 'G', to distinguish her from the many particular goddesses), as well as, or instead of, the male divine p...

hmmm...need to come up with a personal ritual to share with the Wheel of the Year group this weekend, sometime Saturday, I do believe. We are working on the Girl-Child/Maiden aspects as it is Beltane soon... am thinking of honoring my connection to water.... in all its forms. Even as a child, I always found my own private little place near the water where I could go and relax, be, think, enjoy, watch the world go by.... :-) Now just to figure out how to go about the actual honoring... that is the hard part!! Stay tuned!

Well, here it is, Tuesday, and I've not yet set down in words (keystrokes?) the weekend past. My, it was FULL. :-) Full of goddess women, goddess energy, goddess altars, discussions, feedback, all sorts of wondrous things. Saturday's evening circle was centered around reclaiming our "bitch" personas. When a man is aggressive or assertive or the like, he is "manly"...when a woman behaves similarly, she is called names. Why is that ? Aask yourself, see what you come up with. You might be surprised. Anyways...back on topic... the Orisha we invited in was Oya , and we invited the Goddesses Kali , Medusa , Pele & Lilith . Earlier in the day, I presented an altar to Isis as I am attuned to her. Funny, did a random card pick on a website earlier today & got the Isis card. :-) After lunch, we got to hear the actual non-patriarchal stories, poetry, etc on several of the Goddesses, and personal stories relating to them as well...just an AWESOME...

Well, today is Thursday...Jade will be in town signing one of her books @ Bookwoman!! And then the WTI weekend Fri-Sun at PineCrone in Bastrop. This will be my 2nd event of this type, but the 1st one at PineCrone, so I am really excited. For this weekend, I will be studying the Goddess in her many forms as well as making a presentation on the Goddess Isis. Spirit is presenting Artemis. Good thing I am taking off at noon on Friday or there would be a lot of things left undone. Jade's deal is tonight @ 7pm in Central Austin, so will be close to 10pm before we get home, then Friday we have to be in Bastrop by 5pm... EEEEEK!!! Also want to get my Alabama Gal some stuff @ Hancock Fabrics as they are having a "going out of business" sale. Lots of cool stuff in there, I tell ya! Also need to make a casserole, Spirit is making a cake...all sorts of things need to happen. Plus caring for the 14 babies whilst we run in and out over the weekend.

Well, awake @ 4:30am yesterday, then not much really in the manner of sleep all night last night, just tossed and turned on really sore shoulders. If I lay on my side, eventually the circulation gets cut off from shoulders down, then I wake up in excrutiating pain and roll onto my back... where I cannot fall back asleep. Now that I am upright, my shoulders just ache. But I do have feeling in hands all the way down to fingertips, so that is a bonus. Blood pressure is back up, tho not as high as I would like... 98/51, pulse 71. More water... more water... feel like a camel!! Feeding night for the pythons... that is always fun... Daimon is still growing so fast I can't tell when one shed stops and another one starts. So, the plan is still to take off Friday the 13th in celebration, as well as to get some things done that I am in need of... getting my driver's license renewed (have to do in person as they want to SEE me at least once every 12 years...wtf?)? Amending tax returns. W...