damn it!

You know that feeling...? The one where you wake up and think the other pillow feels warm from where that special someone JUST was? Well, I woke up with another song playing in my head...but I lost it! I gotta start writing them down FIRST thing or it's like reaching out to touch that pillow only to find it cold...to know she was never there except in my dream :-( I awoke with an ache that tells me it was a soulful song, but I could not recapture it among the clamour that begins my day. So I will have pen & paper ready for morning. .. that is the plan.

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