My Chaotic Realm

Heard this song for the 1st time yesterday... click on link (title) to listen to on YouTube. You sound so innocent, all full of good intent Swear you know best But you expect me to jump up on board with you And ride off into your delusional sunset I’m not the one who’s lost with no direction But you’ll never see You’re so busy making maps with my name on them in all caps You got the talking down, just not the listening And who cares if you disagree? You are not me Who made you king of anything? So you dare tell me who to be? Who died and made you king of anything? All my life I’ve tried to make everybody happy While I just hurt and hide Waiting for someone to tell me it’s my turn to decide

funny song title since I did NOT want to wake up this morning...argh! However, it is now "summer" officially, so here is a summer card for ya. Some of those 89 images I lost were recently made cards so am still a tad sick about that, but oh well. WIll just have to make more tonight :-)

I know some things that you don't I've done things that you won't There's nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home I was waiting for my hearse What came next was so much worse It took a funeral to make me feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. So, last night I downloaded 121 pics off my camera, only to accidentally delete 89 of them inadvertently. ARGH. So those precious moments now exist only in my head.. I am okay with that. Life is, after all, fleeting. Enjoy it now, then hold on to the memories, if you can. And, don't try to move pictures late at night when you SHOULD be in bed... Card is rice paper with matching cardstocks.

this is me, mowing... She is going over the big ass grass with the riding mower, I am going over the short grass with a push mower.. and we've already done the front yard & water trees by this point.. argh! Rebel took pic thru screen, in case you are wondering about the photo quality...

So those of you that know me and my "songs"... this one was apparently on CD LOOP or something on the radio station because it was the ONLY song that played... over & over & over. After blogging this, I will be changing stations. :-) I get the point.. Is it getting better or do you feel the same Will it make it easier on you now-you got someone to blame You say... One love One life when it's one need in the night One love we get to share it but it leaves you baby if you don't care for it Did I disappoint you or leave a bad taste in your mouth You act like you never had love and you want me to go without Well it's too late tonight to drag the past out into the light We're one, but we're not the same We get to carry each other, carry each other Have you come here for forgiveness? Have you come to raise the dead? Have you come here to play Jesus to the lepers in your head? Did I ask too much? More than a lot? You gave me nothing now it's all I...

If I could walk on water, If I could tell you what’s next... Make you believe, make you forget... Today's random reading reminded me that Universal Law is impartial. It gives me anything that I believe . It throws me garbage or roses, based on the energy that I put forth. I am the one in charge and I must accept this and -at times- stand alone in doing so. I thought that tied in rather nicely with this morning's song. I can't walk in water, I wont always be right, I can't tell you what is next, and I don't have the answers for anyone except myself. And that is the only person's problems that I need to fix. Maybe forgetting is the easiest way, but it will not solve the issues that require my attention. Those require change, and that is up to me... and only me. With all of that said, the card is a dragonfly hovering over a vase of flowers. Rubber stamped vase & flowers, colored with JellyRoll pens, and a 3D word sticker & dragonfly. In many cultur...

An interesting morning with a gray, cloudy ride to work on 2 wheels. I actually found it to be quite meditative. I spend a lot of time riding my Harley to and from work, A-town, etc and there is just not a whole a lot you can do during that time except think... so I think :-) So the song of the day was acoustic... click on link above to listen. 'Cause I am due for a miracle I'm waiting for a sign I'll stare straight into the sun And I won't close my eyes Till I understand or go blind I see the parts but not the whole I study saints and scholars both No perfect plan unfurls Do I trust my heart or just my mind... Why is truth so hard to find in this world?