My Chaotic Realm

have not woken up with that song for quite a while... a friend actually made those lyrics into a magnet for me a couple of years ago...very good song for change. Speaking of change..was at a workshop this weekend and was speaking with one of the other attendees about change and new beginnings. If there was a such thing as a "Professional New Beginner", I would a apply for the job, I tell ya. Had my palm read once at an event... person reading it was rather intrigued by the fact that, rather than the lines indicating a change in life path, I had lines that just ended and then restarted... breaks in the line, so to speak. Looked at me and said "You have created yourself multiple times in this lifetime." I knew that, but was surprised to hear it coming from a palm reader! I've always subscribed to the theory that, if you don't like your current story, change it. Rewrite it. And I have succeeded in doing that very thing a number of times. But how many? Neve...

well, spent last night planning the upcoming lunar...my what fun! and we were talking about intent, etc... then I wake up with this song running in my head..the part that goes Oh she makes me feel like I could be a tower A big strong tower She got the power to be The power to give The power to see Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see) This is what I wanna be Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see) Why the hell it means so much to me

actually, the song is really titled out of the frying pan(and into the fire) but this was the line that stuck in my head.... and this is yesterday's song...today's was It's Not My Time AGAIN. LOL... Maybe I need to go reread those lyrics. Got a call last night from the moderator of a yahoo group I unsubscribed from... been in that group for almost 10 years, I think...but I am in too many groups, really, and was not at all active in that one any longer. BOD meeting for Austin RCG last night...lots of planning for the rest of the year. Then made up the new member packets... several people contributed pages and covers for them, then we laid them out on a table and assembled them all...whew! Long evening, but a lot of fun Speaking of fun, am helping with a "Psychic Skills/Dream Workshop" at PinCrone this weekend... am really looking forward to it. Odd dream this morning as the storm blew in...was in someone's back yard w/another woman (the spouse?) and the guy...

Well, Satuday was a productive day, especially compared to Sunday.... sigh... Spirit slept in a bit Saturday, still under the weather due to allergies.... I weeded, put shade up for the grandpuppy, watered the outdoor plants, etc. Then we spent 4 hours housecleaning...not our house but the houses inside our house! Agathos moved up to a 40gb tank, so his was free now for a uro... and we had one waiting already...so uros moved to 29g tanks... robos and cavey also got their old digs turned out and new shred installed...wheeeeee Then off to Art, home for dinner & movies w/the neighbors resident maiden... Sunday was heated discussion {on feminist spirituality} at the monthly meeting of the Book Goddess group then me home to be ill (barometric migraine)...

Song this morning was by a band called Radial Angel.... all I need now is a "c" :-)

How appropriate is that song to wake up to? We all know I suffer from MMS (Might Miss Something) disease... so, here is a list of things that have come to me to create but that I have not yet found the time for ... sigh.... portable altar tins lightswitch covers incense bottles goddess paper dolls Spirit had drum class last night...I was thinking... "yea!! time alone to do ME stuff" ...right? WRONG! What DID I do, then? Well, lessee... cooked dinner, bathed 4 dragons, 2 uros, cleaned the cavey's cave, picked up food dishes, washed all the dishes (people & creature), pulled weeds, watered front & back yards and porch plants, checked on the neighbor's yard fire, settled Agathos into his new habitat (by myself) and then moved it into place (that took a neighbor's help). So, I finished my chore list, ready for some art time... and I look at the clock... 8:53pm. ARGH!! Time to make coffee, account for everyone's where abouts & get ready ...

woke up this morning channeling Three Dog Night, for some reason... and, to add to the mystery, only got ONE piece of mail today... as postcard from Nness yesterday, NO MAIL....sad...sad....sad.... how are we to continue LMAOs (Land Mail Art Objects) if the USPS cannot actually MOVE the MAIL? Sigh Free night tonight, other than dragon baths.... poop scooping...ya know, the "chores of love" as it were... Spirit has drum class so I am the stay @ home parent tonight...tee hee... 16 babies, someone has to stay home!